Feeling of emptiness after achieving my biggest goal//cleanplanet activity

The advent of each new day, comes with a new brand opportunity.

We all want to live large, blow up, get financially free and be able to buy every single thing that we want.

We don't want a situation where, when our kids ask for something, we will not be able to provide their wants.

Sitting on this chair with my fingers going in different directions on these noisy keyboard keys, pressing each key with precision to form a word from different letters, I can not help it but think, what have i achieved?
I guess it's probably a man nature to think about their achievements late at night, by 11:45pm, when they have nobody with them, just them and their self and their life, but then, when i think of this, i can not come up with any tangible answer cause' i feel like i have not achieved nothing. Nothing at all. Feels llike i am still the same person that purchased the form for medical school few years ago.

I finished my medical training and i'm currently valued but to me, it feels like i have nothing and worth nothing. Seems like i have got a long way to go in life.

The game of life can be cruel. Sometimes, it seems like nature delibrately puts obstacles on our path, just to test how strong we are and how long we can endure hard times, and how smart we are to solve the problems at hand, and also, learn from it as well.

Though i have a string of sadness because i feel like i have not done anything tangible, i am glad for the gift of life.

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