Sketch baselines - NFlower Movement

A quick sketch of the basic lines of the future artwork.
I don't know if anything will come of this. I will see in the future. I have a couple of sketches lying around right now that I still don't know how to finish.
"Standard dimensions" 110 x 164 mm.
I just want to "record" that I started a new job. Maybe there will be time to finish it soon. It still depends on support.
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In general, I have hardly had any time in the last few weeks.
It's a pity that I don't have a free day without work for my hobby.
Even during my studies, when there are boring and pointless lectures, I just don't have the inspiration.
Although this drawing is a breakthrough for me
Because the idea really came.
Evening. A little tired from everything.
Memories flooded back... a little more and I could have had a panic attack.
This is what sometimes happens when control over emotions is temporarily disabled.
It was as if a fuse had blown and while I was changing it, it started to jam.
Yes, 4 years ago I needed to be strong
I had to hold on, because if I didn't, things would have gotten really bad.
Maybe that's when I forbade myself from emotions.
It was both difficult and not very difficult.
It's just that some part of me died.
Although, sometimes, like today... a dead quietly knocks on the door of my consciousness.