THE LOVELY PRACTICAL WASTE OF TIME

The first time I actually fell in love was the last time I was ever serious with a relationship.

Lots of things happened, ranging from good, sweet, bad, bitter and sour.

Initially, was not a relationship person but it all started when I entered into the nursing school.

Though there are many rumors about how unfaithful nurses can be, I didn't pay mind to the rumors and warnings as I was blindly in love.

I was a strong guy, with a metallic heart locked with vibranium but a soft smile made me open up.... Which led to a predictable doom.

The days lasted for over a year, but honestly, I will never want those days to come back as they are not worth my time, energy and thoughts.

Reflecting on those moments, its as if I was a fool in love and my senses lost their way in my head.

After my first year in school, i decided not to go into a relationship because of my observations.

The second year came up and I was still determined not to go into any hing called a relationship yet. Well, all these changed when I met an innocent looking junior collegue.

We started as teacher and student. I was the teacher while she was the student.i taught her all i could and we gradually began to all in love with each other over the months.

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Spent hours on calls and some times, I do sleep by 3am because of a call we started by 8pm. Imagine the time wastage.

Well, we started dating officially and things was going smoothly.

One thing I've come to learn is that the first few months of a relationship is the sweetest time you will ever get in a relationship.

Few months into the relationship, we were cool, happy and fund of each other. We couldn't do nothing without each other and it felt like we will end up together because of the way we have bonded.

It was really amazing but honestly, I wish I had never ventured into such things with her.

Yes, call it regrets, you're correct.

Tragedy stroke and we started having serious undying issues. the issues lasted for months, 4 months with constant fights and settling. I started noticing some kind of vibes in her, vibes of she's into material things but I just knocked the thought off of my head and decided to try as much as possible to repair things with her while she was trying to get new guys with more money than me. I worked my ass out trying to figure thngs out and settle things but it seems like the more effort i put, the more she continue chasing bigger guys.

I decided to play cool and act as if I didn't notice things like that. She began to continue her life of clubbing, and doing things with other people. I collected tiny particles from her 3 times but I just took care of her and my self, after scolding her though.

Where it ended was when I saw with my eyes, a car dropping her off when she told me that she was going to see her female friend and will spend the night at her place.

I nono say na scopes this girl want use to go see pablo 😹😹

I told her not to sleep over there and to come back by 10pm which she agreed. She stays at my place most times.

The time reached but she was no where to be found. Called her several times but she didn't answer, rejected my calls and offed her phone after more calls.

I went to her place but she was not there. Went to her friend's place who she was supposed to visit but it was locked. I decided to stay back with her room mate and chitchat a little. Was getting restless so I decided to take a walk. On reaching outside, I saw a good car coming towards me, so my instinct told me to chill, go one side and observe the car which I did. Lo and behold, my girlfriend and her friend highlighting the car. I smiled.
She was telling her friend things about me, saying that I'm disturbing her and stuffs like that. I heard her from where I was standing and she didn't see me.

I calmly allowed her to enter her apartment.

I was happy that night because deep down in my heart, I know that the fights is finally over and I'm leaving. And also, I'm happy that there is a better person with money and a good car to take care of her, though i know it will not last.

I went straight to her house, knocked and she reluctantly answered. She acted surprised to see me and I saw through everything that night.

I allowed her explain her lies to me then I revealed to her what I saw and heard her say. She was dumbfounded and her defense mechanism kicked in. I didn't give it a chance. Just said good night and refused further explanation from her.

She met me some time back to repair things between us, but I did what I was wanting to do for a long time.

I gave her a my alter ego, the dark humor I always have but concealed from her. Attacked emotionally but manipulatively and made her think of her life for some time. She still met me after some time again because of what I told her last time but I didn't give her that chance.

I think I've said a lot.

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