THE CHALLENGING TASK TO DO

The path of life is not an easy one. It is filled with many traps, ready to derail and exterminate the person travelling along the path.

In life, challenges come, test our limit and then leave us with many knowledge on how to properly tackle the next problems life has to offer.

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Each and every human, ranging from children to adults, has a problem they need to solve,gain experience and prepare for the next problem to come. I am no different.

Initially, the major challenge I faced was my school. I was doing everything within my power to ensure that I did not spend an extra year in school. I tried more than my best irrespective of the overwhelming stress. It was not easy but I wrote my final exams and passed with good grades.

Before I finished school, I have already planned myself and the route to take next. Every single plan was made and kept in place until I finished my school.

When I wrote my last paper, my real challenge began. When I go back to my plans, it felt off. It took me some days to come up with those plans, but in a short time, the plans was making me feel off. I had to replan everything but it still did not satisfy what I wanted. As I speak to you now, being a person who just came out of school, I have no tangible plan to hold unto. I have been living by daily goals.

It pains me to live without goals. Most of my coursemates now are going for job hunting, using heir lives for something better, but here I am, without plans or something. I called my course mates today to know how she was doing and she told me.fhat she got a job already. I was surprised, so soon? I asked he. She just smiled at me and told me that she will be travelling son for the job. I Wished her well amd I was happy for her but at the same time, I was sad because i on the other hand have no plans and i have not properly arranged the path to follow.

Another issue I am having is that of work. I want to practice, but I do not have the zeal to go out for job hunting. I do not really know why, but I am actually sxared of being interviewed.

I do not know why all these things are coming up but honestly, it's making me feel weird and incapable of doing something.

I will make use of this weekend to reevaluate my plans and long term goals, sought out the flaws in it then make proper corrections.

To make my zeal come back, I will have to visit my diary from 2019. That I were I wrote about my passion and drives that made me do midwifery. Maybe that will help me regain my zeal, then I go out for job hunting.

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