A lot of 2 Cents

To be honest i do have a lot to say about a lot of things. But i feel like their time is not yet here...

Reason is that these are emotional things that I'm not yet ready to peel its back until i know they are at least ripe enough to be edible for readers.

For some days now I've been having a lot of good sleep. Its not yet 8 hours of deep sleep, but it has been better than before where i sleep for 2 or 3 hours per night. Now i can even have afternoon naps which are great if you ask me.

The change came with how I've been more in my feelings for some personal issues.

When a man starts thinking too much thats when hes got nothing to say the most, because he feels no one would understand him. Emotions can be tricky that way and thats why you see many people out there comitting suicide due to a lot of boxxed up emotional baggage that should've been released.

But when a man has very few things to think that's when hes got a lot to say because he has already figured out the missing pieces within himself. And the little ones by the corner of the mind are just not bothering as the ones that comes with deeper emotions.

Right now, all these pieces are still yet to be unveiled. But the whole picture is done. Only left with the smaller pieces...

My mind is not even trying to take it too much to the head because i understand how it can be hard to live in the now, if you keep thinking about the past or the future too much.

The future i envision for things ive buried deep in me is not yet here so i dont think saying something without the whole pieces in place would make it clear to readers in any way.

Here on hive its a struggle to deal with being heard. Sometimes many people won't understand you. Not that they cant but due to everyone's different experiences and backgrounds its hard to be able to relate completely to certain issues.

Nevertheless, I'm not in a rush to live life or to say a lot about my personal life and struggles. I belive that when the time is right I'll be able to drop my two cent and create the right emotion for readers to read and digest easily.