Awhile : A Freewrite

For awhile now, the idea that people can actually drown inside the water for a long time. It's a funny story and you can't even think about people that are trying to even do some bad things to themselves by drowning themselves in water. I don't even know what is going through your mind, but why would someone do such a thing, either to end this or our own life?

Life in such a horrible manner. When there are people that actually go to war and make war with others in town, they end up doing something spectacular to anything. I want life to go to war.

And fight a battle and die an honorable death that can even be counted as an heroic did that evening for someone that has an ulterior motive to kill him or herself. Brown himself gave the whistle, end his own life and go uncelebrated.