It's a new day, and well, at least I don't have time to think for a while.

My head is still creating scenarios as I sit in silence, approaching the new phase of my life. Souls from different places, and different goals, sit around me, all headed to a similar destination.

Did I forget something? Is something gonna go wrong? Will I regret this?

I think of my boy and I feel all the emotions. Think of an emotion other than like anger or something, I probably feel it. I think of my past and I feel my stupidity. I think of my future and realize maybe there's something left to do. Things to accomplish, stories to experience.

Maybe. Hopefully.

As big as today is, I just feel a sense of weirdness. A gross, perplexing, unnerving sense of peace. I don't remotely trust it so it feels almost disturbing, alien-like.

Soon I'll be starkly reminded of how little this peace exists, and it's gonna be time to work and grind and become something new.

This is a very strange feeling. Everything is strange right now.

But that's nothing new, the strangeness. This is just a new flavor of stress and confusion.

I can't believe I'm on the cusp of this new journey.

I'm going to be unavailable to post at all in the next few months. But I'll be back soon enough Hive.

Keep on blogging and Hiving on.