8/7/24

Extra sleep does not equal extra energy. That sucks.

I had a panic attack once like about a decade ago and it's kind of amazing that I've never had one since. I kind of thought I'd have more. Believe me, I am glad I haven't. That was terrible. Only reason that comes to mind is because well, life has continued to be stressful as hell. At least eighty percent of this stress is due to my own actions but yeah.

I have been watching this dog lately and man, it is freaking tiring, way more tiring than I anticipated. This dog loves attention man. I thought I was sensitive, this freaking dog is hella emotional man. It's insane. I think his owner really babies him. Not really an insult, just a hypothesis. Just something to get used to I guess.

I'm getting paid to watch him at least and I need the money. The timing and circumstances of me taking this dog in doesn't even feel real. My ex asked me to watch this dog out of the blue. It's her best friend's dog. It doesn't really take a rocket scientist to express how freaking weird that is....

I had already agreed to watch this dog before I knew who the owner was. As odd as the circumstance is, I'm still taking the dog in. Like I said, I am getting paid and well, the dog is still a dog, the owner really doesn't matter. The animal needs a shelter and well, I do have that. Somehow.

The past month has been such a blur.

Getting old is weird, and it sucks. My dad died when he was only thirty-five I believe and I am nearly that age now. I don't bring this up to be like, a depressed dude, but it is rather weird.

I think I'm thinking about it too much. What else is new LOL, always taking everything too serious.

My mom is still kicking, and a lot of other family members are well past thirty-five.

Meh, there's always something I forget to say. But who cares, tomorrow is another day.

Also, found out about a Youtuber named Asomongold. He's pretty cool.

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