8/5/23

Had a pretty horrible, stressful day. I've been stressed for about three years now. My poor attitude even stresses me out, can you believe that? Man, my life is the hardest life anyone has ever lived LOLOL 😂

I'm just sort of existing with these miserable thoughts, I am distracting myself by just writing. A ton. I'm still trying, just insanely stressed to the max the entire time. I'll go down swinging.

I don't know what the finish line is. I know what the finish line I want is. I can imagine it, but I can't imagine the actual path.

I do thank God though, I can't believe I can be this stressed and the world hasn't crashed around me, yet.

I will say, a lot of my writing has distracted me from social media, which is cool.

I was on X, or Twitter, or whatever and almost threw up. Hive is da way. At this point I'm mindblown Hive has not gotten more popular. I mean, versus using Twitter or whatever the heck else people use.

I guess Hive is social media but I don't know, it feels different here. Time for bed. Unfortunately. At least I'm less stressed out for a bit. Unless I have a nutty nightmare or something.