6/14/25
Ahh yes, yesterday was in fact Friday the 13th, and as much as I've had awful luck, and have made some spectacularly awful decisions lately, I actually had a small small kernel of good luck for once. Who could have have predicted that?
It's far from a life changing bit of good luck but, I'll take it when i can get it. Luck is like a form of currency haha.
Yeah, I've been procrastinating rather a lot, and it's really not even like, funny anymore even though it never really was. It's getting seriously not funny now. I gotta snap out of this big time. I've been lost in a video game and man, it's crazy just how addicted I've become. I guess it's simply because life in the video game, is so much better than most aspects of my real life. Oh, poor me. Feelsbadman.
The world seems to be in the middle of a ton of drama as a whole so, yeah. It could always be worse.
Getting old, and stressed 24/7, is definitely just, a pretty shockingly miserable feeling. I really miss my son bad.
But yeah, I just feel empty, scared and a lot of negative feelings. I think its time I just work my tail off to get the heck out of this situation. At least try. I may be a loser in a variety of ways, but I'm going down swinging I tell ya. I think I'm going to start doing more of these rambles more often like I used to. Why not. We'll see.
Hive on folks.
