2/28/25

It's a big day today and I'm looking forward to it. Celebrating my son's birthday and so it should be an excellent time. I always wish I can give him a better party but, I am doing the best I can and hopefully soon I'll be able to give him even better birthdays. Yeah I know life is not about material things but I still wish I could give him a better life.

Crazy how much time flies though. I always say 'hopefully next year hopefully next year' but there's no time travels or try agains in life. Time has no mercy, something I say all the time. I've got to try and make the most out of every day.

I've been a little lazy the past two days or so. I'm just anxious about making sure today goes well as possible and smoothly as possible. A lot of other things on my mind too.

February is nearly done and I'm surprised just how hard it was. I'm glad it's over but I'm going to have to work harder than ever before starting after this weekend. My birthday is coming up myself and I only care a little more because of the milestone age that it is. In fact my son and I both have milestone ages in 2025.

Yeah, I used to write rambles on pretty much the daily once upon a time. It's nice to do one again. I am probably forgetting to mention some things but oh well. I think it's well timed to write one.

This feels like a critical time of my life. This day is not about me but I just mean with time passing and everything, it is just really blowing my mind. While I'm stressed out about and even excited about the future, right now does matter too. And I'm going to enjoy this day with my son BIG time. Just embrace it and be grateful for him. Thank God.

But yeah, blogging, working and just trying to be steady as I can. Watched some Kill Tony for a laugh which was nice. Still playing chess from time to time as well.

Hive on folks.