1/5/25

Life is currently a mixed bag. I guess I am in grind mode at the moment. I don't know how to define it. Money is suuuuuuuuuuuper tight and I am behind on some things yet Hive is rising, like kind of a lot. That is awesome. Still in general mentally, I've been better. I couldn't tell you when I have been better exactly but, I have been better.

There's some other distractions that are exciting to look forward too I guess. This final week of the NFL season is set to be thrilling and these playoffs are about to be NUTS I feel. Should be fun.

Winter is HERE I tell you. It is absolutely frigid and snow is on it's way. Maybe I'll take some pictures at some point. I have been watching some weather channels on YouTube and I expect my area will get approximately four inches which is a solid number. Not too dangerous, yet not too wimpy. I hope people that will be getting hit harder stay safe.

But yeah, about half of my problems are in my head. I want to accomplish my goals in five minutes but, that's not how it works.

Yesterday I spend a lot of the day cleaning like, my whole house. Something that was long overdue. I think I mentioned I cleaned the other day in a post but yesterday's cleaning was pretty next level. I have so much crap man. While it was satisfying and probably smart, I also felt like I was not blogging or pushing towards my goals. Mixed feelings there, mixed bag.

Meh. I want to wave a magic wand and have all my problems go away. I am also grateful for certain things and happy about certain things. I guess that's life but, I'd rather be at peace. Hive on folks.