11/30/24

It may not seem it, but I have been working hard. Like, seriously pretty hard. The rewards for my efforts have not always been the greatest but I'm trying.

The amount of stress I am under really kills me sometimes. In reality, I do have some real reasons to stress. It also doesn't help when I just feel like disaster is going to strike me at any minute. I'm my own worst enemy sometimes. It's torturous.

I decided to remove myself from blogging a bit. Totally just ejected myself. It's helped a bit. I decided to just have a bit of actual fun and play some videogames. It's been nice to just escape my mind and stresses.

My one side hustle went down the drain a few weeks back. Rent is due and I think I'll pay it by the skin of my teeth. Christmas is coming. Ugh. I feel like I'm going to explode sometimes. Not like an angry explosion. Just so much stress I think my body will literally explode. As a kid, the school used to teach how harmful stress can be and I didn't believe them. I believe them now.

I have a small small income. I think soon I'm going to have to use this income and take a few risks man. It's survival at this point. Yikes man.

Hive on folks.