10/29/23

My brain is torture at times man. Straight up pain up in this dome, bruh. HAHAHA.

Maybe I'm on the right track though. I swear, the best bit of advice my mom ever gave me was 'focus on the task at hand.' For whatever reason, this line worked for me and stuck with me. It's literally been a lifeline at times. My mind is like, a freaking dust storm sometimes, wanting to freaking distract me or whatever. But focusing on the task at hand has often helped. My task is to basically like, go to work, and not be a horrible dad. Ideally a good one. Make money.

Work has been ok. All the different personalities and conversations I encounter reallllly can burn up my social energy in a BIG way. I do find myself getting pretty friggin annoyed at people sometimes, but I just get through it anyway.

I don't know what is wrong with me, but people treat me so weird sometimes and I really do just try to get along with people, like I really do.

Yeah. I had a rant going there, but I just deleted it. I think it's time for bed. I wrote enough.

Still gotta do some lineups on Draftkings, that will win me probably nothing, BUT, it is pretty sweet to try my best and hope to get lucky through sports. I don't know. Hive on folks.